Nightmares

I got cheated on in the beginning of my relationship too and I’m having PPD right now.. all of it is coming back to me too. I e been thinking of him being with someone else even though he’s literally with me every waking moment except when he’s at work and then I think he’s flirting with the women there. I’ve finally realized that it’s the PPD causing me to go though this so you may be going through the same. I really hope you get your thoughts sorted and everything works out for the best

@LeKenya I just got a prescription to get my sertraline raised so hopefully it will help 😭 my partner is so good at reassuring me, they've just been in these online calls with some girls that they play video games with while I nap and I guess I've started getting paranoid about not knowing what kind of people they are? I'm going to try and get to know them to help erase any fears and assumptions I have

Maybe something triggered you. Have you communicated all of this with them?

I’m so anxious of my husband cheating, he’s never cheated on me with someone but we’ve had issues with him having a porn addiction which I do consider a form of cheating. We spend all of our time together if he’s not doing something work related but I have the same fears as you that he’s somehow finding time or having an online affair. I think for me it’s because the porn issues is still fresh and I keep thinking if he lied to me about that could he be lying about something else

@Jennifer Ramirez I said something as soon as I woke up from a nightmare and they reassured me. I have their passwords to everything, we have no secrets and full access to each other's phones and computers, they added me to the server where all their female friends are so I can know who everyone is and they regularly check in with me mentally. They're doing everything right, I might be triggered though because an ex friend recently sent me a long message full of threats and insults and it made me insecure about literally everything. I actually didn't make the connection until just now that it could be why 😭

@Star the nightmares are the worst and they can make you feel uneasy for days and you may not realize the uneasiness and nightmares are connected. It could cause the nightmares to continue. Make sure you understand that the nightmares cause the uneasy feelings not the other way around. But something probably triggered you causing this to all come up again. It's nice your partner is so understanding and accommodating but maybe ask him to back off a bit. You have access to everything whenever you want is not going to help you build trust again. There needs to be an opportunity of some sort where you would need to trust him or else it doesn't happen. If that makes any sense. Build your confidence back up. Take your time. Go out with your girlfriends. Relax. Remember if u had a dream that's why u feel off. No big deal.

Hey all, I found out why I was having the nightmares! Turns out my mother is having an affair and I subconsciously picked up on it.