Just go for dinner with some close friends and family if that's what you'd like to do. Or go on your own after taking some photos. The beauty of a wedding is that it can be as big or small as you want!
@Caroline agreed ok im gonna look into outfits right now
Maybe host a small small intimate party at your house or your parents house or siblings house or maybe an in laws house? Or maybe rent out a restaurant or a party room/back room at a restaurant and just do like a rehearsal dinner type thing with an intimate party/guests? My boyfriend and I are thinking about doing that instead of a huge wedding! I’m a huge ball of anxiety and I just don’t want eyes all on me as a “bride”.