I’m in the same boat. I feel the same way. You should message me. I also feel like a have no one to talk to about this.
I got pregnant with #2 in January and lost it at 5 weeks so I totally understand the sadness and frustration, especially when I see pregnancy announcements. My coworker got pregnant at the same time as me so seeing her little bump now is heartbreaking. I see posts about age gaps and pregnancy and about having 2 babies and I get so sad
Not struggling through trying now, as we're 2 and done (May '23 being our 2nd baby) but I get this feeling. My sister has three, got pregnant first time with her first two, then 6 months for her 3rd (which made her crazy). It took us a year and half to get pregnant the first time (which ended up as an ectopic eventually requiring surgery) and then our second came after over a year of us trying (with 2 miscarriages during that time). All that to say that you're NOT alone in the frustration, sadness, etc. I've definitely been there. The negative pregnancy tests and periods are AWFUL. I hope the positive comes soon for you ❤️