I’m in the same position, I’ve had 2 missed miscarriages and a chemical back to back in the last 5 months and I can’t even think about going into the epu and having a scan again or anywhere for that matter!
This was me for a good year. I literally lived in the EPU it got soo bad the all the midwives knew who I was by face. Every time the panic and anxiety on my face the rapid heart rate that would make me want to throw up. But be hopeful there is light at the end of the tunnel, after a year of struggles and hospital visits god has given me my rainbow baby 🌈 I’m now 16+ weeks .
I’m in exactly the same position. 5 weeks today after two losses last year and petrified of the same happening again. Feel like I’m questioning everything more this time especially with my symptoms. Drop me a message if you want to chat!