Women in their 40s-50s with no children

Hey, is it me or do I feel really extra old right now? I have five daughters by the way I’m seasoned mother. My oldest is 25,22,17 and two 10-year-olds… now where are my mamas that don’t want play dates don’t want anything that has to do with kids. I swear I just wanna breathe. I wanna live. I wanna be sexy while I still can before. Everything starts sagging around me. You know shoot the shit bullshit and have a drink or two or go shopping and spend money. We don’t have you know that kind of thing.LOL…. I’m 45 and feel like I’m 100 but I’m still breathing 😂

Finally making myself a priority and since my kids are grow and moved out I have more time to meet up and make friends.