Postpartum rage 😡🤯

If someone could message me just to talk about my postpartum rage I feel it would help me. I have newborn and 2yr old i keep getting frustrated with my 2 year old at nothing

I’m really stuck at the moment I’m getting no sleep which I know is a part of having a baby. But it makes me so angry feeling like I’m doing everything all the time and my BD doesn’t help me I cook clean and make sure the house is tidy in the day, for him to come make it a complete mess from work no help at all. It then gets to the nighttime and I know he has work but he gets annoyed if I don’t settle our LO quick enough or always says he’s hungry or groans at me do to something. Recently I’ve been waking up every 30mins with like LO and feel like I’m going crazy and he doesn’t seem to get it and feels the need to say he didn’t wake up much. It’s making me go crazy and feels like he doesn’t understand how shit it is to run on no sleep everyday whilst doing everything for everyone. I’m at breaking point

Is it just me?? Or is anyone else wayyy more irritated and angry when period is due??? 😩😩

I just had my first baby 2 weeks ago. I few so angry but it’s not towards him, it’s mostly at my BD. I feel like I’m the only one who does anything. I’m the only one that changes his diapers or gets up with him in the middle of the night. I sleep when he sleeps and if my BD is awake and baby starts fussing he instantly wakes me up and if I don’t get up fast enough BD gets upset. He barely helps me with anything, I ask him to fill my water and he tells me to do it myself. I’ve never been one to snap out of anger but I feel more and more every day that my restraint is slipping and I just want to scream at him. I feel alone and like I’m the only one taking care of the baby and I don’t know what to do or how to ask for help because when I do he tells me do it myself.

I don't know what to do anymore. I never used to be one to get angry fast. Now, sometimes, I feel like it's the only ending. A good day ruined by rage. I try my best to stay calm with my kids, but they're crazy they get the more overwhelmed I get, and my brain just goes into fight mode. I feel like an awful mother. I never wanted to be a mom who would scream at her kids for being kids, but now i feel like that's all i do. My kids dont deserve this. I don't know how I got here. I don't know what to do.