No Shame Mamas

I turned my back for 5 seconds and he fell off it, he fell off the sofa not a high fall but a fall nonetheless, I have such a deep feeling of guilt, I can’t stop crying about it, he was fine after and still seems fine some hours later but the overwhelming guilt and shame I feel is immense. It’s my fault.

I could use suggestion on what I can get because vapes always trigger migraines. I think it’s the distillate mix or something in the cartridge. Idk they just make me feel off physically. 🤢 But with flower, odor management is a factor and not ideal. Should I just stick with flower & managing odor or are there other products suggestions?

Alright so I got an offer at a new job and I smoke weed every night only a hit or two . Do you think if I test in 5 days it’ll be out my system ?

Can i have some advice/opinions on my “co parenting” position please. I have two toddlers who only see their father and the grandparents on that side every other weekend. Saturday 10am until Sunday 11am/12pm I dont feel like this is good enough, especially from the grandparents(their dad lives there). So my situation is my childrens father sexually assaulted me so I have a non molestation order meaning no contact between me and him, contact is made between myself and his parents but they dont ever ever ever ask about the children until the Friday before they come to pick them up. Sometimes I dont hear anything until a few hours before they want to pick them up.

I get with myself not having the contact with him it can be a lot for the grandparents to take on that responsibility but I feel like only wanting to see your children/grandchildren twice a month is awful! I give them every opportunity to see the children and have made it 100% clear to them I wont stop any of them having contact with my children but it just seems as though they do not care

So me and my children’s father live together and are together, but we’re not married so we included his income on the paperwork and therefore we don’t qualify for anything no help with medical insurance, no food stamps, no wic, no nothing but obviously we can use it because it’s really hard to make ends meet on one income for 5 people- his income was only over limit not by much at all and everyone tells us because we’re not married that we should’ve just lied and said we don’t live together, but instead we decided to be honest and this is what we get- so now I’m trying to figure out how to say what I need to say to be able to get the help because like I said it is necessary for us to have the extra help- does anyone have any experience in this area? No judgement zone please