Honestly my pregnancy was good but my partner did so many messed up things, till this day hurts me more than anything. I love that man and we worked through things but I have a almost 6 month old and I feel so alone. I don't really have a good support system, I do talk to my hubby about things but he has ADHD so he's not one to really focus when I need it. I feel like I can't talk to anyone so I bottle it up ends up hurting more. This man hurt me so bad I still can't let it go and that's the root of the problem,his best friend was his family so his best friends sisters were like his family too so I decided let me give it a try and be cool with them well I did they completely ignored me like gave me the stank face then the older one decided to send her friend my hubby's way well this idiot decided we aren't gonna last so he followed her. down the line with was buying OF subscriptions ect well it hurt that I had to find out. He's lied so much even little things and it sucks that he's gotten that side out of me I never thought I'd see again. I'm sitting here to all of you asking for your help on what I should do I feel like I clean,cook,raise my baby and somehow I feel lonley like I don't have anyone to help me mentally when I need it. I suffer from MDD PTSD anxiety I don't really show it nowadays its more of like I'm numb idk I love my family I do and some say I'm stupid for staying but I wanna make it work especially cause my son deserves a family,but part of me wants advice as a new mom im loosing myself and I don't have anyone I can't lean on right now
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