Everything Postpartum

Celebrating our daughter's first birthday Saturday! Time flies 💕😔

How old are your baby’s?! Any 1st birthdays coming up?

Am I the only one that deals with PPD episodes but it’s not all the time everyday ? When I first came home from the hospital I had terrible PP anxiety. I didn’t let anyone touch my baby I felt like she wasn’t safe and I wouldn’t leave her side. It was bad, then I got the blues and would cry in the room alone for no reason and I just wanted to be left alone with my baby I didn’t even allow any visitors except the grandparents and even that was too much for me I cried. But now I’m 3 weeks out and the anxiety is gone or a lot better I should say. But now I’m noticing I get these depression episodes and it’s only at night but every night. I just get so sad and blah and I want to cry or be alone. I don’t have an appetite at night either. And it’s around the same time to it’s very strange. around 6/7pm the episode hits and it’ll last until I go to sleep around 9/10pm then when baby wakes for the night feeds I’m back to my mom mode and I’m not depressed anymore?? And I’m so happy and energetic in the morning and early afternoons. It’s so strange. I also started breaking out in my hormonal area , I have like cystic acne on my chin since the episodes started. I know it’s my hormones but it’s so strange how I have the consistent episodes daily at the same times lol. It’s not bad enough to see a dr and it does go away after a few hours. But does anyone else deal with something like this??

This took me far too long to edit😂 my baby is 9 3/4

I had my period at 2 months postpartum. I stopped breastfeeding at 4 weeks postpartum. I’ve only had 2 periods since, I’ve now missed two periods but when I take a pregnancy test it’s negative. Should I be going to my ob or is this a normal thing postpartum