Miscarriage support

So I've had 9 miscarriages last one was in June and my ex friend who was pregnant her baby was healthy and thriving but she was due a month before me but because she had problems with her baby's dad she aborted the baby because she didn't want the baby she told another person not to tell me because I wouldn't understand and she was thinking about aborting it from day one just a bit of a heads up she was 18 weeks when she had the abortion and I saw her in town centre with her friend laughing and joking acting like nothing ever happened and it made me mad am I overreacting to feel like this

Hello, today would have been my due date for my first angel baby 😢 I’m finding it very hard emotionally and just keep bursting in to tears. I’m struggling to come up with suggestions as to what we can do today in memory of our little bean 😔 Open to suggestions TIA

I’m not cramping, aside from constipation and gas. I’m 6 weeks 2 days and I went to pee this time and wiped and saw this… should I be concerned and scared? I’ve never gotten THIS far along so every time I wipe I’m so terrified. This would be my 4th attempt at pregnancy…. The past 3 were miscarriages. I was extremely overweight before and I had super irregular periods going 6ms to a year apart…. Now they’re super super regular, every 28 days and I’ve lost over 100lbs. This is scaring me. I went 2 days ago to have an ultra sound and they said everything looked good and even got a heart beat. I have another on the 2nd but if I’m bleeding obviously that’s too far for my comfort😓

I’ve had a missed miscarriage at 9 weeks, 7 weeks ago. All my pregnancy tests keep coming up positive since then. I’ve had a scan 4 weeks ago along with bloods and both look clear. I’ve had another scan today after a positive pregnancy test yesterday along with bloods, scan is clear waiting on bloods results. Is there a chance that i’m pregnant again?

So I have a phone appointment on Tuesday and want to know how long after the call I will get booked in for the tests?