Village who?

I don’t know if it’s just the pregnancy hormones or what, but I have been feeling so misunderstood lately. I feel like I have no one I can truly talk to about the struggles I’m going through. I feel like no one in my life wants to be a part of raising my kids. I don’t need the help, but every memory I have as a child has my grandparents in them and it’s feeling like my kids are only going to have their mom and dad in their lives other than holidays. No one seems to have the time or energy to have anything to do with us, I spend every day cooped up in my house alone besides my husbands weekends off, when he always tries to do something with us as a family. My grandma has been going to all my appointments with me but I feel like she hates having to leave the house and go with me, it seems to really inconvenience her and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I know once I have my son it will be just like when I had my daughter, and no one came to visit me, no one invited me out, or even asked how the baby or I was doing. I’m not sure how I’m gonna get through it this time 😞