Can you do an open adoption? I would have loved to have done that. I have a niece that can't have children I know she would be up for that. She isn't looking to adopt yet but doesn't mean she wouldn't if it was presented to her.
Foster to adopt mom here in Ohio. Are the kids with a foster family?
Foster mom here. It might be good to get out of the house and go in person if you are open to it. Sometimes making connection with counselors is easier in person vs telehealth. I'm sorry everything you are going through, and I cannot imagine it is easy. If I can be of support or anything, I am located in Maryland, but a message away.