Met up with an old friend

Okay so I met up with an old friend today okay more like the dude who took my virginity when we was 16 but we always kept in contact and always been a cool dude anyways I told him I was pregnant maybe like a month ago and he acted like he was cool and understanding s/n he have kids also long story short when he pulled up on me he was drunk already drunk a whole pint of Hennessy and then he was half way done with a pint of casamigos and his true colors start to come out all he was talking about was my pregnancy and my “bd” and he just start pulling my arms legs & pulling my hair and trying to get me to have sexual relations with him then I’ll say to him “you’re tripping I’m about to go” then he’ll say sorry oh he’s been drinking and so forth but I had to literally wait for the chance to get out his car because he wouldn’t let me get out ugh he never acted like that before and I’m sure he was out of his body from drinking but that’s no excuse I’m cutting off all ties with him idc that we known each other almost 10 years he actions was very unacceptable today and I’m just wondering how is my baby feeling did that affect my baby in any way I feel disgusted with myself just even meeting up him even though my “bd” walk out on me and my baby since the beginning I just feel ugh right now 😩😩👎👎🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️