Never had a baby shower

Hey everyone! I don’t know how active this group is but I don’t know where to post about this. My older son was born October 2020 so I didn’t have a baby shower because of the pandemic. I just delivered my second son April 2nd and because my mom was sick and lives in Florida (I’m in NY) she didn’t plan a shower for me. I am a SAHM so I don’t have a work setting where anyone threw me a shower or anything. I’m starting to feel very slighted and shitty. I have a lot of friends who have had a shower and a sprinkle. Or a work shower and a family shower. I just feel like crap that I never got that experience. I know it’s not important in the grand scheme of things. I have everything I need and I’m very fortunate but it’s just … a little depressing. 🤷🏼‍♀️