Over It

My husband & I been together 12 years we have no children, been trying to conceive for 7yrs, did IVF 3 times, we are blessed to even be able to pay for that 3 times in a row. We been trying to independent adoption. I've waited patiently & tried long enough. I was asked am I doing IVF again & that's a big fat no, was asked am I still going to try to adopt. My response if the opportunity present itself. I was told it sounds like im giving up. I am not giving up but I will not be forcing or even trying anymore. Normally women post about abortion or adoption & I take the initiative to reach out ,but not anymore. If someone happens to see my profile & wants to reach out then I will engage. If my husband & I are meant to be blessed to be parents biologically or through adoption then I guess maybe will happen. At least I can always say I tried & did everything I possibly could. I focused on that for so long knowing that if we adopted we would be forever grateful & blessed also provide best opportunities for child/children & love, support unconditionally. I forgot to focus on other things as well. If it happens it happens if it doesn't then it doesn't. For the mothers considering adoption may u blessed with strength, comfort all things you need. & for the hopeful adoptive families i pray you grow your family soon. Be blessed.