Reach out to this hotline for support: https://mchb.hrsa.gov/national-maternal-mental-health-hotline Hang in there!
Talk to the social worker at the hospital you plan to give birth at now. They will help connected you to the government services and resources you need.
Hang in there. Your baby is going to need you and will love you and appreciate you. My mom never made more than $20k when I was growing up. We changed cars often. She got me into the best schools and today I’m a dentist. You can do this. She went through anxiety and depression. It was hard. But reaching out to others is important. Find a therapy center. Many times university based therapy programs that are teaching institutions have sliding scale fee services where you pay $0 or $5. Find a women’s empowerment center or shelter. They have tons of programs to help you get situated. Do not give up. You matter. Depression can trick you into feeling like you’re the only person in the world who won’t figure out, like you won’t see the end of it. I saw it with my own mom and I’ve managed my own. It’s a beast. Just remember it’s real and it’s something that won’t go away. Finding therapy is important.