You have to leave. I stayed for 4 years. It's not how you want your children to think relationships should be like. I was terrified of leaving and being on my own. He made me feel like I couldn't make it without him. But I did it. And you can too. Your childhood deserve a happy home even if it means not living with both parents. You have to be strong enough for them so you can take care of them. You can do this. You are not alone. Message me anytime if you need help. 💓
I’m not with the father of my eldest, he was extremely toxic, abusive physically/emotionally and financially.. I stayed with him believing my children would be happier with him around - I was so wrong and once he left they really thrived. I’m now with a new partner and not only are they happier they are learning how REAL relationships should be