I just need some prayers. I've just been struggling mentally physically and emotionally. I just feel like nothing in working in my favor. I've completely lost myself. I hate the person I'm becoming for kids. I find no Happiness. Im always frustrated angry and etc at my kids and I hate it. I just need some prayers for some guidance and to find my way. I want to be better and do better. Please pray for me.
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May Gods peace that passes all understanding be yours and may he give you allround settlement in Jesus name Amen.
It is well with your spirit, soul and body 🙏

Father i pray You send a fresh wind to Your daughter, that she may be refreshed by Your Spirit and Your will for her life...allow her to receive Your peace over the plans and be filled with excitement and hope for the things to come. Give her a vision of what to focus on and who she is in You. Help her to count it all blessed. Help her to focus on boundaries vs bitter. Show her what's real, what's necessary, and let the rest fall away. Bless & rejuvenate her Jesus, in Your name, AMEN.
Thank you. I needed this. I am crying just listening to your prayers

I just want to say I hear your pain and I see you. Sending love and transformation your way. I think Christianity makes things very black and white but the reality we live in is nothing like that. Find out what your core values are as a person and make some steps towards making your life align with who you really are.
I actually was on a celexa which was what my doctor prescribed it didn't help at all it made me even worse I'll def reach out and see if there is another option. Thank you!
I def am. I want to do and be better 💕

I tried meds after my #2 was a couple years old...its just super hard being tired & out numbered. One med did help, but after going through a month of samples my insurance wouldn't approve it & it would have been $1k a month. Soon after giving up on that, God called us to have another child & so I wasn't meant to be on any medication other than thyroid. Now that baby is over a year old, and we have 3 all together. I'm tired. I'm overwhelmed. But I've figured out a few things. Not eating cheese & gluten reduced inflammation throughout my body which gives me back energy that my diet steals. I can eat them, but for a cost. Those foods cost my energy & feelings of well being. Those food throw off hormones too...Which we know controls a lot...esp mood. Coffee...love hate. One weak cup is best for an overwhelmed mama. Drink enough water. I take magnesium gummies & occasionally a 5000 vitamin D...Have an activity planned for kids as needed. Fb has an awesome account called "activities for kids." EASY ideas

I'm currently deconstructing my faith. What I see is the entitlement men are encouraged to have, and how women are blamed and responsible for everything. I also see that there is no room for individuality, which is strange because God made us all so different. We are fed this fantasy of a husband and children, and you get there and it was all a lie. Then you're a shell of a person who is disregarded by everyone. You have to live everyday for everyone else but yourself, get smashed in the face screamed at all day long and not be angry or upset about anything. Be used and neglected by your husband who sees you as a masturbatory tool. And this is supposed to be the dream? Something is really wrong here.

I definitely can relate to what you posted. I was finding myself getting very frustrated as well. What really changed my mind, mood, day was reading the Word first thing when I woke up before I did anything else. It has made a WORLD OF DIFFERENCE for me. I just so happened to start in the gospels, but you can start wherever you like. Allow our Savior to transform you and bring you peace ❤️.
I've def thought about maybe it's my eating habits! I think I'm going to start doing some vitamins as well . If you have a recommendation for a multivitamin that's good. I def don't consume enough water. I have two kids too. 4 and 1!

my hubs sees me as more of the spiritual leader but tries to fulfill his role as the Holy Spirit & Bible guides him, not the past (former men & societies). Despite either of us feeling inadequate or confident...we decide things together, as a team. God gave us our own lane...together...we travel life together.

I just go for the ones that dissolve under your tongue or gummies because that's what seems to work for me. I choose vegan ones because they naturally tend to cut out all the crap & offer an overall good quality product. I forgot to mention iron gummies help me a lot too. My nails finally grew back out after a month of magnesium, iron & D stores building back up in my body. But I'm telling you, the dairy & gluten are the most immediate effect...

Two kids is such an adjustment...2x the...trying to create order and perfection...or aka...meeting your own highest standards of motherhood while walking around with holes poked in & everything you have left spilling out. Give yourself grace. Give yourself a good shower. Give yourself a nap. Give yourself a hobby. Give yourself a playdate or a potluck with another family. Give yourself time before everyone else wakes up to read a devo in the quiet. Patch all those holes. 💛
I will def try this. I'm trying to be more open to meeting others and have a little Village of my own.

You & me both sister! Trying to find those real ones!
I'm going to try this! I remember about 10 years ago if it remember correctly. I was into clean eating and I think that helped me a lot. I def was in a happier state
can I ask what book this is? Would love to get a copy

Strength for today (for women) 365 devotions
There's a men's too!
okay! Prob grab the men one for my husband thanks!

as it should be girl. Unfortunately that's not the main idea that is taught.

check this out!
https://twitter.com/RickWarren/status/1667620086251925505?lang=en

I just watched a church service on an app that really spoke to me. Idk if you’re religious at all but I feel as if my life was better when I had a different mindset. Idk what happened to completely reset me back to my old ways of thinking and my own outlets to feel better that were unhealthy. How much I struggle. I’m embarrassed and not close with anyone really aside from my kids, husband and a couple good friends I talk to on a regular basis, I struggle to connect with people and especially my family. When I think of reaching out and having deeper conversations with them I get anxious will they make fun of me. Will they say something to make me feel worse or uncomfortable. I need constant reassurance that I’m a good mom and wife. I struggle to be a good daughter, and sister with lack of funds. And constantly being in a depressing mindset. I feel like a disappointment to everyone.

there's so many lies from the enemy to unpack here...and I'm being slept on by my baby toddler at the moment, but I wanted to acknowledge you and let you know I'm praying for you right now. I plan to come on back to this when I can! You're seen mama, most importantly by God! 💛

Hey, feel free to message me privately. I’m part of a small prayer group every Friday. Would love for you to join ❤️