Rainbow baby blues 🌈

I feel the exact same way! I’m nervous. I don’t even want to call it ptsd because it’ll make things feel way more intense. I was doing weekly appointments and after my anatomy scan they switched me to bi weekly. So this is the longest I have gone without seeing him on a ultra sound but now I feel him. Which is amazing. Whew. I just feel like the next 6 weeks for me I have to train my mind to be a lot more positive as I close out the second trimester! 🥲

I’m constantly nervous and worried I’ve experienced 1st trimester loss twice I’m praying I don’t experience any new trauma with this pregnancy… I feel my baby flutters and movements I get my sharp pains and sometimey morning sickness ik my body is under a lot of new stress and changes but I’m trying to trust it a lot due my situation… I’m worried if I lose this one everyone will blame me or be really mad with me about it I’m some kind way this is a new experience..,I JUST WANNA HOLD MY BABY March can’t come fast enough

I agree. The next 3-4 months we will be soon enough. Especially the way the holidays are about to fly by. But we will get through it. Thanksgiving, Christmas and Valentine’s Day knocks these landmarks out the park for me 🥅. We got this!!

you just described exactly how I feel. I keep on putting milestones thinking that I will feel better or more confident after reaching them but my worries don’t go away. I just keep on adding a new milestone to reach. I think until baby is in my arms these feelings won’t go away 😔

do you have the countdown app too? I have a count down for like EVERYTHING

I do not but now it sounds like I need it!