I am at a point where divorce might have to happen . He hates me. He says I am the worst mistake of his life. He hates my family and now hates his own family. He has meltdowns when our baby cries.

I asked him why his computer was upstairs and he said to read. I brought up that he tried only fans when we were in couples counseling. He finally confessed he uses it but says it’s all for good. He said he’s unconventional and only uses it to chat. I told him I am NOT ok with that. I told him I never agreed to that in our marriage and that to me is cheating. He said he is only supporting local “small business” he doesn’t even pay all of our bills. I do! … yet he’s paying to support other women and says “trust me” … I am doing to help others. I am disgusted by him