in

Los Angeles

Ex bf

I miss my ex bf who was also my first from when I was 16. We broke up when I was 17 in 2009 and lost contact since I have no social media other than this app. we reconnected in 2020 when I was 28 and even though we both missed eachother like crazy and both cried over the phone when we found eachother again but I feel like things weren’t the same between us the few times we hung out. I was also scared to fall in love with him again, because our break up was devastating and affected me badly for years, and I was afraid of that pain happening again. He told me that he loved me but that we probably shouldn’t date again because he lives in another state now. I stopped talking to him December 30 of 2022 because I felt we weren’t really talking much and he was constantly asking for money and I thought he was being rude through some of the texts and I was thinking why am I continuing this? so I just stop replying to his texts. he has texted me a few times over the year but I ignored it because I wasn’t sure if it’s a good idea for us to talk again. there are times I do miss him and I think about texting him sometimes. But lately I’ve been having frequent dreams of him and I want to text him but I’m scared that since I ignored him for a year he’ll think “why are you texting me now?”
Idk what to do. Should I text him or let him go and continue to move on?