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Vent About Your Husband/Boyfriend Issues

i have a crush on my boyfriends brother

i’m probably a bad person, so if you want to hate on me that’s fine. i’m 18, my bf is 21, his brother is 24. my boyfriend and i have had a lot of lately with his anger, drugs and the fact that he’s the only person i’ve ever been with. i feel like i need to experience more than just him before i just decide to spend the rest of my life with him. anyway, the real drama: his brother loves my daughter so much, he cried telling me how much he loves her. he’s very cute, and (i know this is going to sound horrible) he’s like the perfect guy. my boyfriend is disabled so in 5-10 years i’ll have to be his caregiver and i don’t want that. and he’s just gonna get meaner and more of a drunk. i’m sure my crush on his brother is just coincidence because of how im feeling in my relationship but omg i can’t stop thinking about him and wanting to talk about him and looking at pictures of him with my daughter. and just the way he talks to me, he’s so kind to me. ughhh someone please tell me to knock it off or something pleaseeee.