Anyone else TERRIFIED to test? 🙋🏻‍♀️

I tested before my period was even due or late and I got veryyyy wonky tests so didn’t trust them… Now I’m 3 days late in one app, 5 days late in another and literally terrified to REtest. Every time I have to use the restroom, I am CONVINCED I will wipe and see blood… But can we talk about my symptoms? I am peeing literally every 20 minutes on the dot and didn’t drink a whole lot (at least not my usual), headache (like a heavy head kinda headache, don’t know if that makes sense 😅), heavy breasts, cramping, feeling “wet” down there but not really getting any discharge, and one symptom that just popped up today that I had before I found out I was pregnant with my daughter are cold nipples lol. Another weird one. But I don’t know if all of this is popping up just because I’m thinking about it too much or what. I totally thought symptom spotting would be different or non existent after already being pregnant but boyyyyy was I wrong 😭😂🤦🏻‍♀️ also my period in may was a lot longer than my usual periods so maybe that’s why I’m late this cycle? 🤷🏻‍♀️ Anyways.. just wanted to vent. Please feel free to leave your advice, a vent sesh of your own or anything else you can think of. But pleeeease don’t tell me to retest. I’m not ready yet so please respect that, thank youuu! Love love love all of you! Baby dust to everyone trying ✨💓