Honest opinions please🤦🏾‍♀️

Before my pregnancy my boyfriend and I relationship were great. Once I got pregnant every thing changes . I basically went through my pregnancy journey alone. Doing almost everything by myself. He took me to my last few appointments because I had to curse him out to do so. After our daughter got here he told me he was seeing someone else. It started to make sense when I asked him for help with our daughter and so I can clean myself up. I had gotten a c section so I was in pain for a good two weeks I needed him then and he did show up. Cheated when I was pregnant because I found condoms in his pants.( we don’t use condoms). Long story short he wanted to have a poly relationship and threatened to only help if I agreed. I told him fuck off and leave us alone. We share the lease together so we had to wait it out until. Man for that 1 year I was depressed. Hell call me names, broke mother, bitch, no good mom. Fat and ugly. That I looked like a bulldog. I gave up and started dating someone who wasn’t honest about his sexual health. We did got tested but herpes was not tested on his side. I contracted herpes and didn’t know. I founded out when I decided to give my child’s father a chance because i needed help with our daughter. My credit went to sham, my bills were backed up and in order for me to work I had to accept things I didn’t wanted. I kept getting tested because he was sleeping with someone else and I found out about the herpes. I told him and he got tested but was herpes clean. I was honest about my sexual relationship and I figured it can only be from the guy I had interactions with. We tried to work together but I kept getting called nasty things. (Dick eater, whore, herpes eating mouth). To be completely honest I thought I could have waited it out until I’m financially stable to leave but I couldn’t. I left and couple months later he started to help more with our daughter. My stupid ass fell for that again thinking he would have changed. I gave him a second chance just so I can be compared to whatever female he dealt with that had money, or claim held him down. He keeps pressing me about a 3sum. When I decline he will tell me how I’m not a good partner, that he’s sexually deprived, or it was offered to him by other females he was seeing. He has other female number saved in his phone with hearts but my number is not saved. He claimed that’s their Apple ID whatsoever. Still that can be changed. I went to his place last night after we had a heated argument. He told me he wanted to talk. I had to sneak in to his room because his mother doesn’t like me. I had called the cops on him before because he had put hands on me. She hated it because she had lost a son by them before. I had to protect myself somehow. Anywho he didn’t get to talk instead he just wanted to fuck. Asked him not to cum in me. He ignored and did just that. He had a disgusting smirk on his face like he didn’t care so I left. Got up this morning he left a message that he can’t do this anymore. I’ll leave a screenshot. I feel like I’m going backwards because I start nursing school in a month and he was the help with his child that I needed. I have no support with her whatsoever other than the little help I got from him.