TW- abortion
Hi mamas . Firstly please reply gently to this I’m really torn. The past few weeks have been intense and I kept crying to God about my worries of if I die there is nobody else to look after my child . I don’t want him to suffer at the hands of my husband’s family as they’re so horrible and mean. God miraculously I think has blessed me with another baby but it’s got me so confused because I want to break up with his baby father and I want to be on my own for sometime now as I really hate his family and how they treat me . I do not have a single family around me and so having 2 under 2 as a single mother I just don’t know how I am going to cope.
Cutting the story short… I’m thinking of abortion but I’m so torn💔 I want this baby but I don’t want to be around his family… but will I cope on my own? With two kids?
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First let me commend you for being vulnerable here. God is the one who puts the spirit inside of the babies, body and the womb. Therefore, God has indeed blessed you with this second baby, despite the circumstances. Of course, with the understanding that fornication and having a child out of wedlock has its own consequences. But the good news is this, God has shown you mercy. You don’t have to stay with a man just because you have children with them. He probably isn’t your God ordained husband anyway but notice if God gave you this second child, God will also provide for his child. It’s going to be up to you to have faith. Trust his plan, be obedient to God and follow his will for your life moving forward. As long as you seek to grow your relationship with God, live according to his word, and follow his voice, you will be good. Now there will probably be challenges and tough seasons, but the plus side is you will have God on your side, no better partner in life than Him. You got this!
And not to be insensitive or scare you, but so many Christians ignore that abortions have consequences spiritually speaking. When you abort a child, spiritually, it is a child sacrifice to Molech ( a pagan god in the Bible). This can create a demonic covenant that will open the door to premature death, sickness and more. When I say premature death, it doesn’t have to be literally it can be spiritually. Like everytime you try to do something in lives, it dies before it can even take off.
This video explains this topic more. https://youtu.be/N1IKYa0U2yw?si=69HpYoUokP2nlRqO
And if you or anyone has done an abortion before, the good news is you can break that demonic covenant through the blood of Jesus. Feel free to message me if you want to learn more about this biblically.
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