Anxiety/depression and isolation

Hey ladies. This has taken a lot for me to post and I’m hoping that I am not alone in how I’m feeling but since becoming a Mum, I’ve really struggled to have a social life. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere and with how bad my anxiety and depression is as it is, I lack a lot of confidence and I’m very insecure. I don’t have many friends at all and when I do try to make friends, it never goes anywhere and now I am beginning to feel like the problem. I am beginning to feel like I’ll never find friends who genuinely want me around and to do things with. I don’t feel like I should be feeling this alone because it’s messing with my head so much. If anyone feels the same and would want to be friends then that would be amazing and I will definitely reach out when I can 🥺