how many of you ftm who only has one child wished you had another baby

I go back and forth too, I suffer from a condition. I don't know why my husband has told my mil my life is a risk, because it isn't. I feel like she's gona now blame me. my husband is the one that doesn't wana another one. to do the deed both parties need to sleep in same room and be intimate. I'm not getting any of that.

Planning to have another, just waiting for the time to be right for us