Remembering my son Ezra

👼🏾🪽🤍🦋It’s been a year and 3 months since my son passed away. I miss him so much. He was born sleeping at 19 weeks and 1 day due to my insufficient cervix and contracting chorio infection in my placenta. My grief has gotten better from when I first lost him although, I still have certain triggers and of course sadness. I made a big step in my journey last year in July by spreading some of my son’s ashes and putting the rest in a necklace I wear. I am no longer too sad when I see babies. I’ve been supported as much as I can be with my friends who have babies and children. I still struggle with the why did this happen and how could this happen to me.

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I'm so sorry I missed this ❤️
Ezra had some perfect little feet and hands 🩵
It has been a year and 3 months since I lost my baby girl at 34 weeks. I also find certain things triggering and have bad days/moments but they are much less now than they were.

I think that is something we will always unfortunately struggle with. And these random bursts of guilt that physically hurt me 💔

They'll always be with us 🩵🩷

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I know we will be reunited with our babies one day 🪽🤍

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