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First time mums

miss living for myself need hope

i LOVE my baby ive always wanted to be a mother and shes so perfect but god nothing prepares you for the no sleep the always doing things for them the constant survival mode... im a sahm so i do all the sleeps and 95% of the care as i wanted to do before having her and honestly its the hardest thing ive done please tell me it gets easier after a certain age, shes 7 months old and my life consists of caring for her and my man and then showering every other day sometimes daily and lack of sleep plus always in pain, my c section was bad and i literally cannot come to terms with my body i feel like ive got an open wound and my teeth have been bad plus my dentist honestly probably needs to be sued so no sleep constant pain and completely lost myself, 2 sizes bigger than i was, hair falling out, depressed all the time cos i feel lost and i dress lile a slob now like as someone that wants 3 kids is this what im gonna endure the rest of my life? my man helps where he can but works full time plus weekends mostly so im in the blues lol i also dont have a single friend anymore due to having a baby i lost my last one and im shy asf so its been hard trying to make them oof. need some hope