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PCOS TTC

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My kid turns five this year and I don't know if I can keep trying. How in the world do people try for several years?

Backstory, I did not get diagnosed with PCOS until recently, at 28 years old. November I started metformin which made my cycles more regular than how they were every few months. I had surgery in February where they went in to check on a polyp which...vanished. However, they did say my uterus looked healthy and both tubes are open. Since then, my cycles have been a little longer and I've been using ovulation strips everyday to track my ovulation. And then feel absolutely defeated when I get my period.
Originally my husband and I said we wanted a three to four year gap but at this point it will be like a six year gap. Kid goes to kindergarten in 2027 and it will either be me homeschooling because I will have another baby or, putting in public school so I can go to work.

I just don't know how some of you try for years when at the end of every cycle I feel like giving up especially feeling like I should be grateful for the one I already have....which was not prevented but also a surprise due to irregular cycles.