Last baby blues

Can you give yourself more time to really decide what you want again? I get it was a joint decision. Just explain to your husband how you feel. My husband and I wanted four but have been considering being done after having two . We’re not financially ready for a third. I got pregnant with my second before I was ready to start trying for her (6 months pp and still in the thick of ppd). Both my pregnancies were extremely difficult and I was in my mid twenties. I’m in my late twenties now so I still have time to decide. I feel like I change my mind daily. One of my friends has a baby or I’m putting away my daughter’s old clothes and I’m back having baby fever. We know if we do have another, we’re waiting until my 6 month old daughter is at-least two. We’ll reassess then. You might just need time. It’s a tough and emotional decision. I look at my daughter and the thought of her being my last baby makes me cry. But the thought of another pregnancy sends chills up my spine.