Hello everyone !! I’m Heidi. In 2010 I had my first pregnancy. I miscarried at ten weeks. In 2018 I had my second pregnancy. I had mmc and a blighted ovum and baby did not grow passed six weeks. That loss physically almost killed me due to a lack of care from medical doctors. Anyway I am now nine weeks with my third baby. I’m sure you can understand why I am so nervous. I pray every night but I wake up crying sometimes. And sometimes I wake up thinking I’m covered in blood. I’m looking for people to reassure me. I’ve had two ultrasounds already. First one was at six weeks. The second nine weeks one day. Baby is growing and has strong heartbeat. Just want encouragement.