Depression

Woah it hit hard this morning. It hit real real hard. I just need someone who could remind me I was a person before I was mom. I matter too. I need a break too. When you're a mom with no breaks its hard but it's just as bad when you're a married mom with no breaks 2 kids 7 years in. How am just meant to stay sane when the most titulating conversation I have a day is about a piggy. How am I to stay sane when I'm a 27 y.o mom who moved more than 1,000 for her family & lost all her so called friends in the move. When I'm put down at every turn for just being who I am. Or told I don't do enough. Having all these expectations of you & not all of them being realistic but still trying. I just need someone in my corner every once in a while instead of someone who always gaslights me or someone who always turns everything into an argument & then about themselves. It's so hard when you suffer mental illnesses & everyone around takes you like a joke & the media isn't any better at portraying these mental illnesses in any good light. Just listen, don't judge & be kind.