I have two kids but I feel like I am barley holding it together at this point I feel like I have no one. My husband treats me like a maid , I am always with my kids, my inlaws make me feel worthless, can barely pay bills , only one that work overtime, and my family just is more focused on other stuff. I have no friends where I live everyday I spend it alone , with not enough energy to do anything else I try to make my inlaws happy but any time I need help I get back lashed . I know the only thing I did is not answer my phone on my birthday I am already tired when I got home that morning from work then got busy and forgot to message people and I think my birthday is cursed so i dont really want to celebrate it. now my inlaws are mad at me . I don't know anyone that lives near kerns ut ...at this point I could use some mental and emotional support because I get none