Staten Island

I’m a ftm (just started the third trimester) and I’ve been trying to give my fiancée the benefit of the doubt most of my pregnancy since I know I’m hormonal and maybe I’m hard on him.

But today I got really sick at work and had to come home early. I vomited at work, in the uber home, and when I got home. My fiancée knows I feel horrible yet as soon as I get home he doesn’t even ask me about what’s been going on he just immediately starts venting to me about some bullshit drama with his friends. I asked him to get me some water and he took the cup and got on a phone call with a friend and just left me in the bedroom to vomit and cry by myself. When I started sobbing and asked if he could please make me a priority he gave me attitude.

I’m so sick of the lack of empathy. I hate having to ask someone that’s supposed to care about me to put in a little effort and take care of his future wife and unborn child. I’m getting to a point where fantasizing about abandoning him and becoming a single mom brings me a sense of relief. I don’t think it’s too much to ask for a little attention and care when you’re pregnant and violently ill. I hate him so much.

Any moms in Oakwood Heights area? Or able to meet up at great kills park for hot mom walks? (Of course when the weather gets much better)

I’ve moved from Texas to New York and honestly I hate it here. I can’t blame not having friends on New York because I honestly have always struggled with it. I’m in a very low point in my live and scared of my self at this point. I feel I’m losing my daughter due to health issues that I have and I have weekly treatments and two to three doctor appointments a week and I’m just over it. If anyone would like to go camping or fishing or even out to eat idk I’ll pay for it. I’m so desperate to just be around a human that might just might stimulate my brain to change the bad thoughts I’m having. I swear I’m not a crazy person, I might be a little weird and autistic but I’m just normally weird. Or you can call me southerly normal. I have all my fishing and camping gear in the back or my truck I work on a ranch when I can and when I’m feeling good I’m as could try as they get:) I’m big on respect and everything else I can work with

Anybody in Staten got pampers or milk I can pick up

I’m joann a local mom looking to make some new friends! Whether you’re up for coffee dates, playdates, or just good conversation, I’d love to connect with other moms nearby. Motherhood is amazing but can also feel a little lonely at times, so I’d love to meet other moms who just get it!

If you’re looking for new mom friends too, drop a comment or send me a message. Let’s build a little community together!