TTC After an Ectopic pregnancy

Last time I was pregnant (before i knew it was ectopic) i was so excited I was testing every day and was so excited to see that line getting stronger. I tested positive on Saturday there was definitely a line but not as strong as it could be. I'm just not excited to keep testing it's making me nervous and I don't want to. Its not that I don't want to be pregnant I think maybe I'm just scared to get too attached before that early scan. I see people posting pictures of 2 or 3 tests they've done each day would it be ok to just test again next week.

My last period was 11/12/25. My cycles are 31 days on the dot since my ectopic pregnancy surgery back in July, they were a little all over before then.

I was due to start my period on 11/01 however I’ve had this discharge when wiping on and off since the 11th. I took a pregnancy test this morning and it’s negative. Could this be implantation bleeding and I ovulated later this month so too early to get a positive test even though I’m 2 days late for predicated period. Or most likely delayed period starting

12/13dpo .. what do we think? Panic mode activated due to a ruptured ectopic in 2022.

I’m just over 4 weeks post surgery for a right tubal removal., I was almost 10 weeks at the time. I have still yet to have my period. When did everyone’s periods come back?

I will say I tested negative about six days after surgery

In the end of February I found out I was pregnant with my 3rd baby. I knew something wasn't right and went to the doctors, that's how I found out. After a few days I had a the operation to remove the pregnancy and the left tube. I was quite emotional after, although I wasn't trying to get pregnant ( I had an IUD), it still felt like a loss. Had quite a few people close to me try to dismiss my feelings towards the loss. I was 7+ weeks, I asked to have my baby cremated and once I got the ashes I tried to "forget" about what happened. I have 2 beautiful children and I have to be present and happy for them but as my, was supposed to be "due date" is tomorrow I have felt to emotional, so sad, nobody around me understands what I'm feeling. Everyone says it wasn't a baby yet, but for me ot was my baby, although I didnt know the gender or wasn't planning on having another child, it was still my baby and I feel like the choice of having or not was taken from me. I still think about everything that happened, the hospital stay, being put to sleep not knowing if I would wake up and see my family again... It's like I have to pretend it never happened?