Opinions - Trust Betrayed
Okay so long story short my husband (very sweet, sensitive, prone to bouts of depression though) and I hadn’t had sex in a long time. Like not the whole length of my pregnancy. I recently found out that about a month postpartum, he downloaded a few livestream apps that would have women on them acting inappropriately. He told me (and I believe him, also I can see that they were deleted in the App Store) that he downloaded them and then quickly deleted them, feeling that it went too far. He never told me about it, and I found out on accident. I’m feeling really betrayed by this, but honestly not sure how to handle the situation. I found out because I caught him playing a game on his phone that had anime girls in lingerie. I then searched his apps with his permission and saw the live-streaming apps. I’m mostly just venting but does anyone have advice or experience with something like this?
Feeling guilty
I am feeling really guilty. My baby is almost 8 months old, has learned she can stand up and all she wants to do is hold my hands to stand up. She gets extremely whiny, whingy and frustrated whenever I’m doing something that doesn’t involve holding her hands. This morning I was trying to set up a new baby camera and I couldn’t work out how to do it and she kept trying to climb me and was shouting and whinging. I pick her up and put her down on her bottom and I shouted ‘enough’ and she got really upset. this is probably me just ranting but when does it phase stops?! She used to be entertaining herself up until a couple of weeks ago but now she just won’t entertain herself anymore. I used to play with her and I still do now but before I was able to at least leave her do to bits, now no matter what new toys I show her she won’t let me wash bottles, tidy up, make lunch without crawling to my legs and cry 😭 I end up having to put tv on for a few minutes so I can sit down in peace without her whinging or whining. It’s constant, literally constant
