in TTC 35 & UP
5th IVF cycle
We’ve tried 2 IVF cycles on our own and 2 with our egg donor. Next month we begin meds again and go for round 5. I got the meds in the mail today and it was kind of…..a weird feeling. I keep dreaming of the future with little ones…and this time I feel balanced, and not desperate. Which is good. But we just lost my father in law in a motorcycle accident, and I’m so sad he won’t be here to be with his son, my husband through this. My heart is breaking, especially for my hunny. I’m kinda scared to do IVF again but I also feel at peace going into this next phase too. Anyone else ever feel this way? Lots of emotional energy right now
This sounds like a healthy way for you to go into this cycle. To be honest, sometimes I feel like this and sometimes I feel desperate. It changes daily, if not hourly. I’ve started incorporating daily yoga, just at home on my own using Aaptiv, as well as some meditations and it’s really helping my mindset going into this FET cycle.