I genuinely want to go home!

So I feel with every fiber of my being that I want to go back to my hometown. My bf won’t move there because “it’s more expensive there”. But whether he wants to go or not, I feel like I NEED to be there. I’ve even been looking for places there and even like campers and stuff. The only problem is I only have like $200 to my name, which isn’t enough to get anything. I would get a job but 1) I don’t really want to because I don’t know if I could afford to put my son in daycare and 2) my bf won’t let me get a job mostly for the same reason, plus it’s hard to trust people.