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Lost my wedding ring

After an awful few weeks of morning sickness - every day (sometimes all day) my fingers got slimmer and my ring would slide off. I said to myself I’m going to put it away so that it doesn’t fall off… maybe a week after I ‘lost it’ I noticed it not on my finger and could not remember for the life of time if I’d taken it off and put it somewhere safe or if it had simply fallen off. Anyway, at that point I was so dehydrated, waiting on a blood transfusion and so many other things due my vomiting so I couldn’t look for it then but told my mum too pop around and try and find it. I know my husbands reaction would have been awful and I knew I couldn’t deal with it at that point. We’d been arguing daily anyway at that time because he couldn’t deal with the fact that ‘I was in bed’ and ‘not doing anything.’ Even though he would watch me throw my guts up none stop and I did this while looking after our 8 month old. I don’t even know how I managed to feed him and stuff to be honest looking back. Anyway he noticed recently that I’m not wearing my ring and I told him. He absolutely had a melt down. I mean like screaming at me, he threw things out of my Draws, even broke things. Yes it was around £1200 but it was mine to be upset about and the only reason it went missing is because I wore it 24/7 and obviously was not thinking about it during a really difficult time. Anyway I told him I’d looked everywhere once I felt better, even looked in my mums house and told my sister to check my nieces jewellery box as she likes to take off with things. It’s nowhere. I was upset myself as I did love it but it’s now been 3 days since he’s found out and he’s been an absolute dog. I’m writing this rant only because he just decided to
Rant at me about all my faults and how
Awful and careless and selfish (long list of just negative bs). He keeps saying I’m not bothered but it’s like how do I react in a way to
Show I’m bothered??? Hes acting as if I threw it in the bin knowingly but I literally just don’t remember what happened and I really did turn every part of the house upside down to find it. Anyway he’s just being so unreasonable and really mean. I’m due to
Give birth within a month and my sickness is back, I was throwing up like crazy all night and he’s just there telling me to be quiet and get to the bathroom. I honestly am Lost for Words with this guy and I’m like who did I even marry and bring kids into this world with. - anyway this isn’t helpful to anyone sorry it’s just a long rant.