Struggling hard

Been spotting bad all day with cramps. Have an appointment tomorrow. HCG only went up 29% in 48 hours which isn’t a good sign. I’m all alone right now and just not sure how or if I can handle another loss. This would be my 5th. 💔

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❤️‍🩹 *virtual hug*

how did your appointment go?

Oh ❤️ Did you get any information for the doctor?

it was a very frustrating appointment. Pretty much told me there is nothing they can tell me until I get lab’s tomorrow. Wouldn’t even do a pelvic exam. I’m passing tissue but she told me unless I was soaking 2 pads an hour or passing clots the size of lemons to not worry….

That's so frustrating!!! I'm sorry Aimee. Know that we are all here for you. ❤️ Sending love and comfort your way

thank you 🙏🏼

no they don’t. The OB they had me see yesterday did not make it easier trying to act like everything was fine when I know it’s not.

exactly! And now I’m more confused because my HCG doubled but my progesterone went down but the bleeding is more and the cramping more often. They said they’d call as soon as they got the results and of course I saw them online and never got a call.

bleeding is slowing down but still there. They messaged me and said my labs are normal so just to go to my dating ultrasound next Thursday and not worry.

thank you!

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5 months today🥺

where has the time gone!!!

Can you see anything? I’m 12 DPO 🙏

My own opinion is that this is inconclusive (can maybe see a vvvfl but could also be an indent too hard to tell) but curious what others see

C - section

Hello lovelies, I’m getting closer to my date of c section.

Can I ask how it all went for you? I felt prepared and now I have this awful feeling what if I bleed out! I’m sure that’s not the case. But I just wondered how it went, and how the aftermath was. I have seen on social media people say it’s horrendous but then I speak to friends and family and they’re like yeah it’s not easy but you can cope! You can walk, etc. I think it’s the unknown… lol!

Also were you all sick during your procedure and did you all get terrible trapped gas? If so what tips do you have xx

Best way to be induced??

I just found out I may need to be induced early due to preeclampsia and having a generally bigger baby which of the ways to be induced do y’all recommended?

This is a bit strange.. but hear me out

I am 36 weeks and 4 days today.
I had that feeling, you know when you are trying to take a tampon out on your end of period and it kind of hurts because the tampon is dry? I had that sensation today?

Now I feel like I have to push something about my vagina? It kinda tickles but uncomfortable. I’m not having any pains at all anywhere btw so can’t be baby ??

cheating dream

i need advice but PLS DON'T JUDGE!!!
last night i had a dream, i always used to dream my partner cheating on me with my friends, or being super mean, but since we had our baby those dreams disappeared. for context, we haven't been able to have sex yet, I'm 12 weeks pp, and my pelvic floor is so tense, and it's awful.
last night i had a VERY weird dream, it was so realistic, and different from others, he handed me his phone, and ask me to help him handle this girl, like annoyed? in the chat this girl was super obsessive, and messaged him a lot before he replied. she asked him to sing a song to her, and he sent her a voice message singing it, and other voice messages i couldn't listen in the dream. i wrote her to stop, and she was angry, telling me he started it. then i confronted him about this (still in the dream) and he changed his attitude, he seemed so guilty and said to me he had deleted some messages. i don't remember much else, but i woke up with the URGE of checking his insta messages. we've been together for 5 years, and I've never checked his phone, and neither has he (that i know if, at least) and contained myself, but I'm still very much concerned about it. it felt like an epiphany, a revelation or smth like that. I know people might think I'm overreacting but i can't get it out of my head, it was so specific.
i though about asking him to show me, but i know he'll be bothered that i don't trust him (i would be too in his place), but if he's cheating he would say that to make me feel bad. also i thought about checking his phone in his sleep, and then ask him to see his reaction, but feel so bad, i wouldn't like if he went through my phone without asking, even tho I have nothing to hide.
please, be kind!!