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Sex and Relationships with Railey Molinario

Scared of breaking up

I've been with my partner for 3 and a half years and we have a 20 month old daughter. Tonight after a bad argument with him drinking all day I've realised I just don't love him enough to keep putting myself and my daughter through this. He's an alcoholic and when he's drunk he's nasty and abusive. Tonight he grabbed my arm very hard and I managed to push him and get him off me and he fell very dramatically onto my daughters table smashing it to bits. Straight away he said he was going to get me done with assault, he then flung our daughters trike at me hitting me in the back all while our daughter is asleep upstairs. He said I'm a shit mum, no man will ever want me, I'm ugly and my body's nasty. He's just broke me too much now because I believe a drunk mind speaks a sober heart. My names on the tenancy and everything bought in the house was paid through my bank account or was purchased under my name. He sends money over for bills etc and the way he sees it is he bought everything. I just don't know how I get him to leave or how I go about it. I just can't do this anymore I'm broken, and I feel completely worthless 💔