Another sob story. HelpðŸ˜
Soo I’ve only been with my BD for two years total and a month ago I found out he’s been cheating on me by messaging other women, sexting, exchanging pictures all of that basically ever since we been together but mostly when I got pregnant. I was ready to leave him and he got on his knees and begged for his family back, he deleted all his social media and promised it will never happen again. Given that it was never physical (from what I know) I forgave him. Last night I looked through his search history and found he has been on pornhub and this website called MOCO which is basically like a dating app where people sext and exchange videos/pictures phone calls and I Lost my shit and broke up w him.. he swear he was on there lookin but didn’t talk to anyone but I just don’t believe him. He said he did it because I’m on my period so he wanted to please himself but according to his search history the days he has been on there I was not on my period and we have lots of sex. Usually everyday sometimes twice a day. Clearly he’s addicted to porn. It makes me feel less of a woman and ik the obvious answer is to walk away but we live together finances are tough and I just wanted this family for my daughter so bad😠I just want to be happy I’m so upset. I guess I need help navigating my feelings… had it not been for my 4m daughter I would probably be sumwhere drinking away the pain and doing drugs. What are some better coping mechanisms😢ðŸ˜
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I thought I was reading something I wrote, niggas always getting on their knees begging and deleting shit, then unblock these bitches real quick it's so frustrating
I've been in therapy almost my whole pregnancy he begged me for this baby we planned this pregnancy and when I was 4months pregnant I found out he cheated
And I only found out because I put an app on his phone :(
He deleted everything even emptied the trash
But the app shows regardless if he deletes
Ok back to you some coping skills I got from therapy is crocheting
Also doing my hair, nails, makeup, is very relaxing and when I look good I feel good
Some days I just do my makeup and sit in the house but it makes me feel good looking good and I don't wear makeup that often anymore since the pandemic lol
I went to therapy because of stress and needing more healthy coping skills
My go to's were dating apps me being a controlled sex addict I love the attention from males but I'm not at all promiscuous
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