Crazy but a long post…

As crazy as this sounds I’m thinking about leaving my husband. We’re suppose to attend my sister’s wedding in another state this week (my home state) and I can’t stand living with him anymore. We argue all the time and I’m so over it. We tried couples therapy along with individual and nothing has gotten better. I’m pregnant and we already have 2 kids, this has been the MOST stressful pregnancy I ever been through. I don’t love him anymore keep in mind this has been a buildup. I’m thinking about staying back with the kids and once the wedding is over he can go back to where he’s stationed at. One of the biggest things I can’t shake is he told me I needed to get an abortion in the beginning of this pregnancy. All because I had terrible mood swings and I wasn’t doing my “wife duties”. Turns out it was twins so it’s been taking a toll on my body. Y’all I just don’t know how much more I can handle this I feel so stuck in this marriage, I cry damn near everyday because he’s just a horrible partner and I feel like a single married woman. I might as well just be single if I gotta do all this by myself. I know it isn’t right but at this point I just wanna be the best mother I can be to my children. Should I say something to him before or just stick with my plan because regardless he has to go back where he’s at because he’s in the military and he can’t disappear like that. My other sister already has a room setup for me and my children if I decide to stay. Y’all I’m mentally, physically, and emotionally drained, just please I need advice I don’t need any rude judgmental comments, thank you.