Loosing hope

Had court for CPS today... I've been working so hard to do what I need to to get my son back... working on everything the court asks of me and my husband and our ex (all three of us have been working together on everything to get it done) but after court today I feel like it's all for nothing. I feel like I'm losing hope on getting our kids back. Me and my step daughters mother were talked down on so much while my husband was basically praised. I feel like the only option I have left is to sign over custody of our boys (our son who is currently in cps custody and the baby who will be born in October) to my husband and just let things take their course... my depression is beyond bad at this point and my anxiety is so bad I don't ever want to answer my phone or go out into public anymore... I'm to the point I don't feel like I'm needed anymore.... I just want my son back and I'm trying so so hard to do what I need to to get him back but because of my caseworker lying about everything I don't have hope of that even happening anymore.... I feel like I'm not meant to be a mother at this point...

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Iv been in your position its horrible, just keep your head up, you could ask for different case worker too just saying you dont feel comfortable with the one you have. Its a long road trust me but you keep following it because your son needs you.
P.s my inbox is always open xxx

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