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So I have a 9 month old who I hardly get help with from anyone my mom, baby daddy , his family we’re together 24/7 & I’m currently down a car because my brake line is fucked up & I never usually ask my bd for anything but my daughter had a appointment today & I asked him he could take us his response was “ yes , do u have money “ I said no & he said “ well let me figure it out & today comes he texts me “ can we just reschedule “ & I’m pregnant again by this bum , am I wrong to want to put the baby up for adoption as I kno I cannot handle two under two with absolutely no help & know that I am struggling? Granted that baby has nothing to do with our problems but I just don’t wanna keep her knowing I can’t even give the bare Minimum to them both , I just feel terrible about all of this . I cry every other day thinking about my situation it hurts so bad knowing u cannot provide how u would like too.. I have no village my daughter hardly knows anyone because nobody ever comes to visit her or even call & check on her like it literally hurts my heart so bad