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I don’t even know where to start I don’t feel confident anymore… I’m 178 5’4 acne is horrible because stress ever since my daughter was born it’s like life was flipped upside down and I never ever regret my daughter but I don’t feel like me anymore and my relationship feels like it’s pulling away we don’t even feel like a couple more like co-existing in the same household..I’m a stay at home mom and I have been ever since I lost my job… and I was so unmotivated to find a new one so my partner just held it down for us. But now with the holidays/ cold coming around the bills are non stop and I can’t even get my daughter anything for Christmas and it breaks my heart because what kind of mother am I🥺 I hate that I feel like I can’t do anything with my life and that I’m so just not in the mind space all I do is cook clean and take care of my daughter and it’s a cycle that goes day after day after day… I live in a loophole that I can’t get out of and I feel like my partner isn’t emotionally there nor physically lately just when something is wanted.. everything was good in life when we were both working. Also his mother just always has something to say about me working always not to me to him but in shady ways and ugh like I need her telling me what I already feel!