Bad day
I’m having such a bad day, little one (7 weeks) didn’t sleep well last night and has been restless all morning. I’ve screamed on my balcony, and hysterically cried whilst he cried. I just can’t get him to settle. I’m exhausted.
On top of that I have to collect my eldest from school in a few hours and I feel so overwhelmed by the thought of the evening with both of them. I can’t do it. I just wish I could go back to before I had my second, when it was just my 5 year old and me. I loved those days. I regret having my second.
I know it makes me sound awful but I just don’t think I can do this. It’s so hard.
It's going to be ok, remember that you can just put baby down in a safe space for a little while and leave the room, that's what they always told me. It's better to put them down than to get so angry that one of you gets hurt, put baby in a safe space like their crib, go make a cup of coffee or something and put in headphones, listen to a few songs, let your body relax a bit and then come back. You've got this, it's just a rough time and it'll be over soon,it won't be like this for long