I’m an alien 😂😂
Random but I was watching the love island episode where their family came. Reminded me how I have zero relationship with my family 😂 Like I haven’t told them “I love you” since I was 10. I live with my mom and I’d never tell her anything about my life. She calls my bd the wrong name and I don’t even care to correct her. I can’t hug/kiss anyone in front of her or cry to her even though I’m a huge crybaby. Showing any emotion, even happiness, in front of her makes me feel so icky. I won’t even kiss or talk to my daughter in front of her. Same with the rest of my family. Now everyone thinks I’m cold hearted when I’m actually so sensitive and sweet 😩
I don’t touch my family at all. No hugs. If our hands accidentally touch then I have to wipe my hands off. I wish I had a family feeling like everyone else but I feel so uncomfortable with mine and I know it’ll never change. And I’m mostly cool with that. Sometimes I wonder if I’m autistic. I was molested and my family swept it under the rug, I’ve always blamed it on that.
Is there anyone else like me? I just gotta know 😂😂😂
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Ahh, sorry to hear your family did that. You don't feel like you can be vulnerable around them after that experience.
To be honest, I wouldn't even talk or see them if they did that to me. Hopefully, you and your daughter and bf can create your own happy, loving family ❤️
Girl I don’t got a bf. Tried to make a family but my bd a piece of shit who uses everything I told him bout my family against me. I just use him for affection and money now 😂 Appreciate the kind words though ❤️
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