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Mamas with depression, anxiety, and other mental health disorders

I feel like a terrible mum

I'm starting another day at work the first week in August and I want to make the most of my time with my son before I loose another day with him. I keep planning things but when it comes to the morning he won't get dressed and is just upset if I try (he's 19 months) it's such a battle.

To top it off I start therapy next week so one of our days I will have two hours of therapy every week for the next 10 weeks, I know I'm incredibly lucky and grateful to have been given a place but it's two hours less with him on our day together.

I'm just feeling so much guilt of not doing enough with him when I could of and not being able to get him to do stuff on these last days without it being an absolute struggle.

My hearts breaking over it, I just feel like a terrible mum and that I've really let him down. Because I've let my anxiety and sleep deprivation get in the way.